By the time she went to bed that night she had convinced herself that she was being incredibly stupid, and if she wasn't careful, she'd annoy him and lose his friendship entirely, and he'd never take her up in a plane again. And she didn't want that to happen. She was still hoping that one day he would teach her to fly.
Much to her amazement, Joe called her the next day.
He said he had just landed at the airport. He'd had a tough flight, had to refuel three times, and had flown through two snowstorms. He had even been grounded for a while, due to hail over Waynoka, Oklahoma.
Kate thought he sounded exhausted, and the trip had taken him twenty-two hours.
“It was so nice of you to call me,” she said, looking surprised and pleased. She hadn't expected to hear from him, and it confused her a little, but she suspected he was just being kind. What he said next confirmed it. He sounded nonchalant and a little cool.
“I didn't want you to worry. How's school?”
“It's okay.” She had actually been feeling sad since he left, and she was annoyed at herself for it.
There was no reason for her to get attached to him. He had offered no encouragement, and had done nothing to mislead her. But she missed him anyway, even if she knew she shouldn't. In her eyes, it was like having a crush on the governor, or the president, or some lofty person who would forever be just out of reach for her. The only difference was that she and Joe were friends, and she enjoyed his company so much, it was hard not to get too caught up in the pleasure of being with him.
And she had seen a side of him few people did, high up in the sky. She had no idea how much it had moved him too.
“I can't wait till Christmas vacation.” She made it sound as though her excitement was caused by the holidays and not the fact that he was moving back east again, to work with Charles Lindbergh. But she liked knowing that he would be closer. And she wondered if her parents would let her travel to New York to see him, maybe if one of her friends came with her.
But she didn't mention that to Joe. She instinctively knew that if she had, it would have frightened him.
“I'll call you in a few days,” he said, sounding drained. He was dying to get some sleep after the arduous twenty-two-hour flight across the country.
“Isn't that terribly expensive? Maybe we should just stick to letters.”
“I can call you once in a while,” he said cautiously, “unless you'd rather I didn't.
